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sigh.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

i deserved that slap. Slap me again if you want, i'm ready. I am guilty, and I deserve to be punished by my own feelings. They are merely an illusion to hatred and jealousy.... and I fell for it. I deserve all the fault, and it is my own fault.

But only one friend can punish me, and that is....

My best friend.

Labels: tralalala times three.

My Gawd.

LOL this pic here is a pic of my sketch. The name of this sketch is

A Peek Into Midnight Church.

And this one here is drawn and CG-ed specially by Jimmi anniki *thank you aniki!! *hugs*. Thats me and Yen XD

And finally, my cap kain design. Its not much, but worth it LOL.

I had just updated my blog *skins, everythiung*, and my god, it looked...

HORRIBLE.

LOL just so you know, i'm randomly updating and i'm getting sick of staring at small fonts, so yeah. XD oh and by the way, i decided to show you guys my cap kain design. *wipes sweat* my honest and hardwork in it 8D yeahh, its not much lol, but i'm satisfied with it and all, so yeah lol.

Since i got nothing to say, just recently my mom got this email with an interesting survey of our alphabetical letters in it, and seriously, its SUPER 100% TRUE. Find out yours now ! 8D

What ur name means....... .. check it out !!

Instructions : What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.

Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU. (Its TRUE) &(Is'nt it GRêT !!)

If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.
For Example : MARK

M - Success comes easily to you.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
R - You are a social butterfly.
K - You like to try new things.

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E =You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H =You are not judgmental.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
J =Jealously
K =You like to try new things....
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you..
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P =You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R =You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one..
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy...
X = You never let people tell you w! hat to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.

CHECK YOUR NAME MEANING AND YOU WILL FIND THAT THIS IS TRUE....... .....

Lol it still sounds liek a commercial to me. XDDD

ENJOY, mon amis, and i'll be updating my blog soon. ;DD

Labels: life in Himalayas.

super stress let-out. ;D

LOL yaaay! how long has it been since i updated this dusty 'ol blog? around half a year?

Anyways, things have been flowing up and down lately (mostly downs, LOL). Firstly, this female dog picks up fights wth me and got mad at me for no reason at all. I had no idea what i did wrong to her, but one thing's clear; there's no such thing as friends. Especially those who lied to others just to look cool, and female dog, if you're reading this, smack your face or headbang it to the wall, because you're a total jerk.

I'm not being mean, but heyy; who b*tchslaps he own bestfriendsinceprimary3 just because she stuck her nose in other people's business? I asked her nicely to go awaylah if you're bored with a nice laugh and what do i get? an everlasting b*tchslap on the cheek and being called a b*tch in japanese. HUH! some friend she is.

But in all these experiences, fights with friends and other such, i realized one thing that I had forgotten a long time ago; family comes first, friends come last because they come and go. I don't trust any of my friends anymore *tccch*. Those betrayers who picked on me just for stupid guys and valentines. =_=

I've been having tuition at this place called Seilendera, and its around my hood, and there's this guy that really caught my attention, but he's not a student lol, a part-timer at this fishing shop. His name is H, i think and i always buy icecream at the fishing shop *lol* because its safe to go there instead of walking two blocks down the dark road to Hua Ho. but overall, the place is cool haha, got loads of friends there XD and guess what? after five long months, i finally finish my cap kain design! YAAAY! :D and the best part is, i did it all with my own hands and brains rather than this girl who had her work mostly done by the teacher, and i really hate her because she's a bad influence. why?

1.she smokes

2. she's lazy

3.all she can think about is that stupid boyfriend of hers

4. she can't control her temper

5.she's seriously selfish

6.an attention seeker *seriously, when she's mad, she wants EVERYONE to look at her*

7.she's freaking ego when she does a work that everyone else already did

8. etc etc.... its really painful to have a friend like her.

oh yes.. she's gay. (:

*sigh* i know, i knoww.I'm a backstabber, right? i'll admit, i'm a backstabber, but what can i do when those other people also backstabbed me? Oh karma, please do something to fix this. God, open those two girls' eyes and let them see what they've done to me. (:

Labels: :D little loser from third storey.